7/21/05

not too much happened today, despite the fact that i actaully i got out of my house, w00t! (whoa... random question, if all computer geeks spell the word "woot" like "w00t" beacuse they want to be all l337, why isnt is spelled "w007?") anyways i cleaned my room, which took hours, not because it was really messy but because i slacked so much and spent most of the time listening music. and then i went to the movies. it doesnt seem possible that anyone could have wasted an entire day doing just that, but when you wake up at the crack of noon the day goes by a lot faster... ever think that when you're all old, wrinkled up, and know that the end is nigh (nigh gets to be the word of the day) that you'll wish that you could have all of these wasted days back? hmm... makes me feel slightly panicy. Anyways, to a less startling topic, the movie, yes. we had planned to see wedding crashers but then kalyn explained how raunchy it was and annie and nora and tiff and possibly others, i dont really remember, decided they wanted to see charlie and the chocolate factory. i didnt care either way, i was just glad to get out of my house. lets see, kalyn, nora, tiff, annie, monica (who i'd never met), cameron, coby, egan, and jon were there. it wasnt a bad time... but going to the movies isnt an ideal place to hang out as you are obliged to sit quietly in a seat and stare at a screen... it was also kinda weird, i hadnt seen cameron or egan since 8th grade, and hadnt seen coby since last summer, and had never seen jon at all. its weird that you can talk to all these people freely online but when its in person everyone just branches off to talk to the people they know best. which totally defeated the purpose because i can talk to kalyn, annie, tiff, or nora in person any ole day... part of it was my fault, at heart i am a naturally shy person, something i hope to rid myself of. i definitely plan to be more social next time we get together. the actually movie wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. i still maintain that johnny depp is instinctively creepy and therefore it only follows that the movie would be slightly creepy. but it had its funny parts, and plus me and tiff talking made it all the better (random interruption, listening to disturbed's "the sickness" what do you think his mom would think if she was in the audience to hear him play? that would lead to some akward quesitons i imagine...) so on a whole it was a fine way to spend my wednesday evening. lets see after the movie i had to go home. before dropping tiffany off i showed her my room. Its a small room, but its not bad looking. its a light-grayish blue on the walls and dark blue on the celeling. there is blue fuzz on the edge between where the wall and the celeing meet. in the fuzz are blue christmas lights. and on my celeing are those cheap sticky glow-in-the-dark stars, so basially my room is always glowing. after that i went online in an almost habitual way and talked to cameron, coby, jon, kalyn, and annie till about three. i was pretty surprised, i was sure that when me and kalyn started talking about what type of tampons we prefer, coby and cameron would feel pretty uncomfortable. but they held up nicely. then cameron claimed he had work in the morning so he left and on principal i felt it was time to go to... i should go to leslies and bug him tomorrow, it'd be fun. No! better yet i should go to one of those all night extreme computer things and really have a chance to drive him crazy! plus it'd annoy my brother to no end to have his sister there, killing two birds with one stone! hmmm... my life has go to be pretty sad if i get this exited about annoying the few people who tolerate me. on a less depressing note, my lips feel funny. its kinda feels like when your foot falls asleep,but only on your lips. thats gotta be pretty weird, maybe im having an alergic reaction to something? that would suck, thus far im not alergic to anything, i'd hate for that to change. anyways i cant think of anything else that happened so i guess i'll be going. wow, it 4:10, i should get some sleep.
"...and each seperate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor"