funny but it seems like i always wind up next to you

im slightly more positive. ive accepted my inevitable doom that i will end up going to prom, but lo que sea.

oh, to address the prom issue. i dunno exactly how to classify it in american terms. i think its something that more or less everyone goes to. at least senior prom, but lots still go to junior prom. now our uh *gags on word and its connotations* popular crowd gets into royalty. as in, whos voted prom king and more importantly prom queen. now personally, i dont give a damn. however i still plan to go. i already have a dress (cost nothing too, the glory of having an older sister), and wont spend any money on getting my hair done (what a stupid idea), my nails will look like crap no matter what so no money is gonna be lost there, i have some jewelry i can wear. only thing left? shoes, those shouldnt cost much more. granted i do have to buy a ticket, a freaking SEVENTY dollar ticket! yuck! but if i find some random guy and demand that he be my date, i can get in for a couples discount of 120 dollars for both of us, yay! so 60 bucks of a ticket, 20 prolly for shoes, 20 for dinner, all in all, a 100 dollar evening. but thats pretty good for prom. besides, i havent spent any money at all on anyhting cuz ive been a recluse lately who finds no pleasure in taking an active role in consumerism.

im feeling less clownish today, thats good i suppose.

i need to go do (yet again...) more biology. whoever invented the subject should be empaled, upon a red hot, poison-tipped daggar. yeah.

qotd~"ive been meaning to call you, ive just been so busy"



haha, remember how i said i was feeling better. scratch that, oddly enough my sister (one of those few ppl i count on making me feel better) freakign pissed me the hell off within the past thirty second. and shes freaking hundreds of miles away. **laughs all to bloody hell**